February 2011
63 posts
Rah, Rah, Like a Dungeon Dragon
Is this the thanks that I get for puttin’ you bitches on? Is it my fault that all of you bitches gone? Shoulda sent a thank-you note, you little hoe, now I’ma wrap your coffin with a bow.
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So get your knees flexin’ and your arms T-rexin’ and creep!
Wonderland
Here’s a little taste of regret, and for the record I am fine, and I tried to build the nerve to put my feelings into words, but it never works. You ask why I’m so blue? I’ve been holding my breath for you, and I tried so many times, just to get it through your mind, you know that it’s sad but true, that it’s too late
You make me sick. I have what that I need, and it’s all that I need.
A little nicotine to calm the nerves, and bed time. Not going to school tomorrow, I’ve gotten maybe 5 hours of sleep in the past 5 days.
I love kasyera’s posts. So hateful, yet so delightful. Mhm =)
These eyes can shed no more tears. My life is forever changed, and I must face this fear to the best of my abilities. My best friend/sister/cousin is gone, but her loving, strong, hilarious, and genuine spirit lives on forever in my heart and mind. Left behind with a camo jacket and memories. 17 short but well lived years, and I am proud to have been a part of them. Thank you to all who gave their...
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I really miss my cousin
Day 1
it all came rushing to me today. I cried for 8 hours, and still am. It’s fucking unbelievable. She was just over my house a week and a half ago. We were talking about our grad parties. And now I’m going in alone on this. I really wish I had someone here for me. Just to talk to, and help me get through this.
January 2011
138 posts
Time to face the fact. Leaving after third hour today, then out to the country I go until Wednesday. All of this is just waking up the memories of when my sister died. So many people I haven’t seen in years, brought together in this moment of sorrow, tears and hearts that seems to weigh more than anyone can stand. It’s the worst way to get the family together, but I think we’ll...
"I knew as soon as I left that you'd go and fuck...
Song I recommend you all to listen to: D.R.U.G.S. - Thermacare.
It was a Chiodos song, but D.R.U.G.S. play it now.
Craig Owens at his best, along with some sick ass guitar work. Just an all around great song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XUTXPaE7qM
If this is a test, it’s the hardest one I have ever taken. Hiding away for awhile. Who knows when i’ll be back. But when I do come back, I will not be the same.
R.I.P. Hollie. My cousin, and best friend. I love...
I am empty. No feelings what so ever. Completely numb. Heartless as it seems. I threw up everything that I had left inside. I am still in such utter shock, that none of this has hit me, I can’t cry, because I don’t believe it. Not one bit. Reality: My cousin died yesterday, in a car accident. I don’t believe it. Why? Why my best friend? Why my cousin who I grew up with for my...
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everyone in my BST class just heard the last two bass drops for Pray for Plagues, because my headphones are bass beasts